remain quiet

silence and peace for the night, for the pure nourishment from the divine. Jai Maa ki, Om Namo Bhagawate.

Confrontation

Another moment of kurukshetra, i've lost count of it, but am getting out to be a better fighter and i offer this to the divine,the great lover and teacher. In life, i see the unavoidable spectacle of confrontation, wherein you are put face to face with the falsehood that you've been tolerating inside you or in others, only this time i got a witness perspective of this situation [ a little less pressure!!!!]. This enabled me to understand why certain situations turn the way they do because the Divine wants us to face it fearless and conquer it as an offering at his feet without any needless egoistic reactions inside us. Alas poor K.P doesn't know what's going inside him and why it is that this situation has come up . Neverthless i took his side of the argument and fought for what i believed was right . My resolve to be with the divine friend gets a little clear now. hope this little lesson also helps . Jai maa ki.

the other part of my being

it is crass, vulgar, it gets excited, it loses the calm and peace, it gets exhausted, it gives up the effort after getting impatient, it is just not silent enough to hear or wait to hear the divine whisper and silence. it exagerrates little things, it is a lot of times affected by outside confusions and obscurities. It is the OTHER PART OF MY BEING. pray to Mom and offer this guy at her feet, let me find the strength to submit this crass unrefined fellow at her feet. Maa my pranams.

Find That Something

Find that Something, that's the message i start my day today, after the Night's debacle . Hope eternal, springs 'up' in me. Maa FREEDOM PLEAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ when i start finding that something on a constant basis and mange to unite my entire earth stuff around that something and live for it alone................ That 'll be the day of my Freedom . amma pleazzzzz . i realize yet again how any work gets done one has to be patient one has to do this yagna of works carefully . That's my latest understanding. And i also realize the need to guard oneself against every deception put up by the unchanged Vital. Let's see .
Some thing will happen if i persist.

Agni's lesson

i dont know how to detach and yet be at work with all these obscurities inside me and thrown at me from outside. cant see how one does this , am failing , not the divine but me failing miserably.
What can Lord Agni do about this when such is my condition. there's no way i can be a yogi and be detached if that's what mom wants from me. let's see.

Lord Agni

sadhana requires the help of lord Agni. Mom knows what's best for me. She'll lead me. Jai Maa Ki.