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ma,
Vehicle the Mind - Road the Life and People in it . There is a similarity in the way the most mechanical part of mind recording and replaying the impression from outside plays it out- like the vehicle that jumps up and down with every bump and dent on the road.
Also in hindsight this vehicle Mind is subject to the speed inconsistencies and irony of abrupt halts that it faces every now and then; it runs with the road like it's an ever continuing journey but halts to a screech when it's the end of the road or a detour to be taken ....this has to be replaced into .... more like a rhythmic movement taken with the liberty and full consciousness and guidance of the Supreme Divine.
You want to change the road and also the driver riding this Mind, both are already in the process of Change....
Ma,
Pray that this Play of Intuitive Rays on the Mind be taken forward in its natural path and journey and help it discover the felicities of the Higher Life, for the world ,the individual and for the sake of the DIVINE MANIFESTATION on Earth. The Knowledge that beckons us peeking into the mind by poking through the veils, i aspire to take my journey to discover what's behind these Intuitive Rays....Om Namo Bhagawate...
Widening consciousness in its stages is accompanied also by the heightening and deepening of it.
The play of Silence and the role and need of it in the Ordinary Life seems like increasing, in order for the Individual to be receptive to this Revealing Super Knowledge, that is fast approaching to help us in our individual development around our Psychic Center through the times.
It is no longer to be construed like the Silence in horror cinemas of the old, this silence is formative. The spirit Silence of Goodwill Harmony and Knowledge formation is starting to lead the Ordinary Life out of its past formations.
A knowledge that is ever present, integral, down and out accessible to even our most external instruments is in its stages of formation and its perfection here on Earth will reveal the Supramental World.
Maa all human language being spoken today is being used at present in this manner - the ordinary way and ordinary usage of language seems to be in using it with Fullstops and 'naming' conventions, resulting in strong structures but rigid and static, consequently this increases the ego identification in everything where none of that is needed; makes us think in bits and pieces and pauses delaying even those little bits and pieces to form into anything..
Increase of Divine light in the Body, in its very cells and radiating its impact through the pores of the Skin in its manifold expression of its development around this divine centrifugal dynamic movement center called the Psychic...
ma, there is not even a way to water the plant, in some cases there is not even a soil and here SA talks about hunger for the fruits. The disappointment is real and of the most practical and real kind. 99% of these people have no need for any inner richness, and 99.99% this world has no means for a pure high and dynamic expression, all you ask is labour in dry barren sand or labour in quicksands....unfair
Maa,
i have to be very careful with what i ask from you, always remaining conscious of every little element of my concurrent Life and actions in it. That is very clear to me. Either you or Krishna always putting me onto Knives' Edge, with regard to my nature and its ignorance and limitations.
Today was a shock that my mind will not forget for the rest of my Life. For lack of clarity as to what symbolic lesson it imparts me i try to see it from all points of view.
My own cruelty was magnified and shown to me. My Austerity of Beauty was put into focus.
My nervous weakness , physical incapacity and lack of some affinity or experience in the Physical was exposed. Mooladhara was put into focus. My Austerity of Physical Power was put into focus.
The cruelty of the Life that i lead, putting Utilitarian objectives in the front at the cost of even Kindness in Life.
feel like the King Ashoka who quits the world after the WAR...
Ma,
the 4 austerities for the SupraMental Realization Here it has been a training ground for the Physical learning the fundamentals of good habits, the lower vital realizing the importance of strong nerves and its basis as Purity and abstinence. And the actual grace-ways of Knowledge gaining and appication and the True Love established again and again amidst these forces of ignorances and death.
and to start this Process of Transformation on Earth, requires me to start the Tapasya of Beauty and the Tapasya of Power , for the Freedom in Action for the sake of the Divine. Please do the needful and put me in the field where this could be done harmoniously taking Life along with me.....this is the "now" need as i see it and i ask for the help to complete the bridge into the future.