Thanks Maa

New goal in sight,,,,, and today it's the festival of light!!!!!

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once am really, seriously into Sadhana this blog should stop.

Thanks Maa

.......... Om Namo Bhagavate....

Maa....

show 'em the right way.

Maa let thy will prevail

.................. in the end. Forgive me for this imperfect yoga. Sorry Maa.

we shall.....

we shall face life as IT IS, and i will not make the mistake of despairing and losing hope. Mom's word.

Rage within me

this energy will be shown through my works from now on. Mom, learnt an important lesson today and that is to never let these outside turbulences to impact the continuity of my sadhana i should recover my usual calm poise back. And that means to identify the wrong and strike it at its root be it outside or inside. Mom i seek for ruthless efficiency, strike at the root of falsehood both inside and outside. get strong. Falsehood was torn apart from its hiding places. It did affect me but do i care, now that i have given it you, let me focus back on the one job that is my life but with a new awareness of how bad things are both inside and outside. Thanks mom for the help . Mom i assure you, i shall do the same thing again if ever i were to come across the same situation in Life, while i continue my Sadhana. i shall leave it to your feet as an error and continue my journey. Forgive me Mom . This act gave me peace. Jai hogi maa ki. Naa thera naa meraa.

World's stupid !!!!!

It's something i've been realizing more and more, after all it's attempts to make me feel like unsuccessful unwealthy basically making me feel like lacking in everytrhing that it has set up as its bench mark for successfull social living. Now am totally convinced. i played it's game i understood the futility of what it calls success and fame, bullshit with this world, all our intellectual toil the so called innovative and organized lifestyle nothing but disasters waiting to happen without the sanction of the one thing i've realized to be the reason for all the things, it's the divine.
But to play the game from the Divine's side also hasn't been easy infact it has been double the labour so it's like a cycle complete for me, donno what to do, it's so tough, what mom says, i should be there i see some light at the end of the tunnel, but am kind of hesitant, fallen yet again, i really dont have a choice in this regard you gotta keep moving, am taking the next best solution which is [simple joy of exploration in my work as my motivation and continue with my faltering steps in this sadhana]. whether or not i want my life invariably becomes Sadhana. Because i try to stay with the pure simple harmony and the forces within me gather up all their mighty strength and knock me down to prove their mighty pettiness of their strength.

here iam

starting from scratch or i say, really know not where the heck am i in this maze .