utsaha

Maa only if could keep you as the highest goal and live life on that basis every moment that I can sustain this utsaha for all knowledge all techniques all shastra all universe. Otherwise this descends into confusion and gets entangled with jarring notes and influences from the environs and the insufficient Iinstruments. So it is only a question of that one major event in my life until then it is preparation and building of capacity. Don't blame me for not being too sincere and succesful to these selfish influences which manage to priorize themselves in my life.