Maa

That the supreme forgets me is an impossibility, so what is this phase of forgetful remembrance on a constant basis......

Love> Life> Truth.....

THE ANTAGONIST IN ME DOESN'T ACCEPT THESE ALMS THROWN TO ME BY LIFE,AND THEN CALLING ME STABLE AND SUCCESSFUL AND SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE ...... I WANT TO THOROUGHLY REJECT LIFE. ( just as i typed the previous thought, a colleague here asks me if i want to play Lottery!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
WHAT IF LIFE THROWS THE RICH ROOF AT YOU, WILL YOU STILL BE SAYING THE SAME.........NO.......SO........THAT NEGATES YOUR PRESENT STATE OF MIND; IT IS NOT EVEN VAIRAGYA BUT SOME KIND OF LOWER MIND REACTING TO OUTSIDE STUFFS......and that thought continued for a few days and Life lead me to a film called saath satth, where the protagonist starts out like me as an idealist, but later out of pressure from the world forces consents to the worldly "Blind Barrel Roll". The film ends with an end Note that felt like a slap on my Life, "Love is not Looking at Each Other but Looking in the same Direction." And then the familiar night and its downfall...........the best part of everyday is the brief night time walk one takes alone in an isolated path after a day of playing and remaining ready for the Social and economic games....when will Life change towards True Love, towards walking with the Truth and Love....

The only formula in my Life

before one finds money or success or beauty or friend or enemy or ugliness or knowledge or solutions or problems or good music or greatness or calamity or drought or deluge or the gardens or the deserts.....the flower or the thorn,,,,one starts finding the Lord in everything as his movement that precedes ,compliments, reveals ....the one....

Mother- Divine - Thank you - a new chapter in Life.......

So here i am blogging after a gap of 3 years and more... in the middle of a new chapter in my Life from a country far away from the Homeland. Past endeavours have been crushed and their positive essence has been retained in this new Work Life. Krishna found in Life, now pray that he organize and prepare my Vrindavan consecrated to the Divine and his missions for me on Earth.

Om Namo Bhagawate.