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ego, vital, physicalconsciousness, environment,

these cant be worked with wrong priorities, even in the physical

family life is incompatible with Mother's AGENDA .Didn't know these

when i started out.

Yoga in a set up like that of big boss.deep in, is a manhole where the

soul is trapped, Inconscience, incapacity,  animal precedents and then

on the outer we have people with a frame called Humans.all around

us.And then they are made to dig deep in these layers from which an

occasional light or gold is struck. religions and sciences are formed, from this

dole out. And then comes associations by affinity to be safe  and

secure on these  dole outs. The earth it is made of this, and out of

this it is trying to emerge and why did i try to know all these. But

then ignorance is bliss only if you have the strong besides you

otherwise, its through suffering that god seem to be getting this done.

all this knowledge, have not come by subjective analysis of words but

have made themselves be known by Life itself ofcourse words act like

compass to the mind, for perception.

waste

maa am not yet fixed up on the big things in life meaning clarity is not there as to how one's current life with family fortunes will turn over into a full fledged pursuit. no clarity on that big question. i have muddled enough with the smaller details. no more of it . no point with muddling in the smaller details . you have as much responsibility to fix up the big things, as the responsibility you demand from me of ego and the need to go beyond all modes of ego.

complain

if i let myself expressing or practising expression with clear words of what i understood, without the aid of  "QUOTES" it is being called trying to impress the public. Glory to the public, and its LEADERS.....GREAT GOING.  why would i try to lie and impress. Isn't a dialectic possible

maa give these

in todays context, look at this child spirit asking in such a spirit, for world things maa, in the near future, please maa , isn't this chamakam something like man when he first realized the value of him being on earth and also the presence of d and the need to manage dharma and help the movement asks in all eagerness - for all these world things with an honesty like child; asking the divine.

deep

"if you dont understand deep sleep you cannot know the nature of death." maa what was this. give me the strength maa, to endure........and maa what do you think of dig-hold-stretch as an axiom for the current situation as i see it as a way to meet the challenges posed by work in sadhana.please maa free me of all those karmas and release me into wideness on all fronts in life. please maa , help.

India

stereotype they say of this, yes, but i see real play here maa, more closer to your current play that is in operation in the lower zones, the obscurity, the ill trained, poverty, of the parts of the being. The mind and the intellect sees one and the play being in its element is another. what the mind sees as bad and failing, ugly, is in fact god winning by losing and moving on. And that is perhaps happening here in India more than anywhere

i felt patriotic.But this patriotism is not practical, for these people deserve better guidance, better vision and better knowledge in life as i certainly see the mental potential, it's just that a better something should guide instead of this blind force. Governments themselves cant see beyond the surface and give and can only help superficially. what they need is something else.

 i see a man resorting to selling liquor, probably has a drinking problem too, but he has this history of falling in love with a girl of a lower class and she is physically challenged, so what does one make out of this story. yes probably he's been beaten by passion but the god in his play and an element of the principle is winning, another guy, scavenging for gold, yes the mental view is you dont have to live like that , sure, but again an element of the god winning .

there one could see. It is a stereotype of India. But the way the west feels and the way i feel after watching this is totally different.the way my urban countrymen see this and i see this, is also different.

 If anybody feels for these fellows after watching this and feels fortunate for himself he is probably blind. If some one watches this and reacts with total disdain then he's probably blind as well. If some feel uplifted and inspired by these fellows he's probably being emotionally blinded. the only right way to look  at these would be a thorough examination, in the light of the inner principles at work here.

Another guy sells pirated books , yes, probably a little bit of an escapist, saying he cant do 9-5 jobs. But isn't it part of the higher vision to put man out of this misery of having to work like a dog to earn his living. yes i understand that many people have this need to work 9- 5 it helps give their soul a structure, to work itself out. Yes i understand that and so am willing to participate in the non-sense, if it is for the greater good and if that is what the god wills for me in the present situation, no problems to dog it out, when my fellow mates lords have taken upon the burden of the nature in such unassuming fashion. Sure there could have been some playing of the emotions for the camera some for the gallery, but the stories and their lives in general are not played up, it was there to see, the realities in which the soul lives.

 To sum up, the inner principles i saw in this were Divine LOVE, Divine LABOUR, Divine  ENTERPRISE & FREEDOM, Divine Fulfillment. The outer points everyone is making here is egoistic, blind-half blind, and sheer emotional.

People in the upper strata Urban India feel superior , and think a lot about themselves without acknowleding the structure and fortune they have had.

Atleast in the west people have a false sense of sympathy but what some of these urban Indians display is a false sense of ability and security, both of which are wrong but seem to be the standard reaction. And in me i found an affiliation to the blind struggle and suffering, translating itself into patriotism.

what is all this maa.....

i saw the beast within outside.let me give you a description , one wretched, trashed, thrashed by two drunkards. kicked brutally, and stamped on the face repeatedly for some flimsy rebuke. Took the romance out of life. didn't matter that i was safe . But these ugly things.  Beastly, Hatred, lack of light, something maa, please maa,  am not blaming those three little wretcheds, even i have these and "remnants" of them in various forms continue till this day......,  but there's something, some kind of thing, some people, supporting these things indiscreetly, or indirectly or unconsciously. responsible for this. LIGHT MAA.LIGHT.........LIGHT MAA, LIGHT MAA,LIGHT MAA,LIGHT MAA..... i watched the horror helpless unable to understand, the meaning of it . Victimization, and you live with people who feel they are victims and despair over the world. And the fortunate unconscious others who bemoan them as beasts and evil and lunatics, and the conscious ones who goes into contemplation inside . Its all there. Only that in none of this does one see a solution or some kind of true sight .  It is Ugly, and inside one sees the same thing... suppose one watches a part weak incapable, slumbering then one gets upset that all plans are upset and that it is no use "you weak fellow",chastising the lord  and then the same "victim and the victimized" and fight or lack of peace with the centre. one has got to support the weak fellow it seems even when your own strength is not there up yet and not thrash or trample on him when he is already suffering, he is weak and suffers from incapacity . Lessons for the vital and the body today the physical consciousness, i mean.  And then the subconscious state became clear, of this father guy in life and some unpleasant memories kindled and the parallels to this incident made me question God and his injustice in my Life as well. So you see, victimized, here, Alas i got the message " Forgive to Forget" . Thanks Maa.. help me progress. Individual salvation is always there but maa, this particular thing is universal...... it will not go away without a strong action by you.

curing

curing the evil and ugliness. Ideas and their origin maa thanks.

clearer

mom's voice is clearer and clearer and clearer like she's whispering in my eyes.......the sound is like a sight clearing the vision through the words.......dispersing the negative understandings........

And then what do i say of gomaa's trust and hope,  says her son will also do good and the news will be just as well communicated......