maa didn't understand the waiting game to find out the movement, didn't show enough patience and also was stuck with a single pace not knowing the variations,misunderstood your communication through people as a result. was not able to focus on sadhana as a result of all these misunderstandings and confusions and lack of clarity. now i realize, "care not for time and success", its real meaning, wherever you are... there must be delight. help me play these better with you. you are my playmate.