hachi.....

...ko, hachiko..... the loyal-love, chemistry along with the food.... that is what every dog the love and the loyalty and the unhindered attention that is brought with these 2 qualities are the things which humans cherish.. both these work together to create an emotion that is not the complete truth and a complete union, yet a reflection of the moon that is truth. may be the dog had union at the level of the physical but at other levels ..... but then it was its limit and within its limits it had done what other dogs may not have or have had the opportunity to do..... but it did have some separate traits that were distinct. God showing himself to the human civilization the importance of this particular quality ......you maa are my goddess and am your son.maa the master and the dog shared a common life  orientation...... do we have one such in the future.... maa cos it seems like that it is quite indispensable at all levels to share the orientation.......see maa our thing is also lacking in the other levels... am with you in the mental level..but  that is missing at the vital physics....and  so it comes down quite frequently as a tragic hachiko story where the master has deserted the guy....maa.....


maa interesting that dogs and i dont know any danger.Lady Dog and i feel secure by your side......


maa hawkeye and i share  this that we face an existential crisis and drop dead without you. the principle is there in me....but i cant give away my other dog qualities maa, dogs warn, search and rescue thro their keen olfactory senses....have done all that.... maa dogs are messengers and soldiers- maa you know me.... please maa grace me the dogopi and develop him into something else...please maa ...it is only you who can break limits in life and widen the horizon, dogs cant do that maa.... i keep loitering around stations and buses and temples and cities and theatres and library and internet and 3d  and 2d..... the same old familiar places where i had contacts with you where i discovered your presence... just like Hachiko...Now it is time to discover more maa.... come on....... Maa and please do check out the Savitri Prayer video i did, it doesn't have the mood inducing music like in yours but nevertheless read it with meaning........

cruel

maa your direction for me to do sadhan in this manner

smacks of extracting unfair labour from a human, who is

under terrible limitations and restrictions and

resistances. If you say it is the D who is going thro

all these then there is no more argument, but that is

self realization isn't it? But then how does one go

towards the self, if this monthly exist-tense keeps on

repeating endlessly. Calling it a spider web and that

one will arrive at something seems like an implausible

argument that i have allowed into my system of beliefs

to logically counter the effects of monotonous

repetitiveness of the effort without any external

result. Or am i the case of Hari Mohan , who has got to

wait for several births to attainment. It makes me

cringe.... this whole process.how slow and repetitive

and obscure and imperfect,impure,insulting,painful,

drudgery, cruel, and what not ........

narasimha

maa apart from the physical difficulty that i complain of.....and the 100 social, mosquitoes..... the real thing that makes it difficult is not knowing which station to board the train and which station to de-train in work. This trust  its development leave it to you maa,   ....maa there has to be a bringing of Life in tune with your movements despite these difficulties........sorry for the perversions, but  maa am sure your will is the only thing that has any sustaining substance.victorious vijayalakshmi . This is sooooo mental..but maa do you mind.......cant always keep it layers deep. this was the depth, the most external in which i was in the problem, and from that zone with the illuminated truth voice of that zone, one expresses the understandings , maa practice...but maa say eeeeeeeeeeeee............ you...... go.........................   EGO. One more time i saw the operation of the routine world activity being guided by the higher....... and the Lord Narasimha, maa ................. i dont know but could feel it.........

utseya

Maa, would i be right in this kind of  reaction to the present  difficulties.........

Lion Utseya Lead......

Prosper Utseya Progress..........

Fly Utseya Widen........

Guard Utseya Heal........

Love Utseya Serve.......

laggard

maa who or what gives or has given me this feeling of laggard. this is the primary contributor to all my slips and falls. the way of Life is it, what it is . something that wears down over the passage of time.? this is part of karma?. the choice of a spiritual life made difficult, unlike some others who get a personal invitation from the guru with their Life nicely set up for this and with just a little touch of their guru and a will of theirs, their Life quickly gets into the straight mode to the divine with all these mental, physical attachments and mental physical exigencies taken care of..But there surely must be pros and cons to even this lucky and happy situation people find in their Life. It is not necessary to leave the world you say, i know why you say that.Bases of yoga.

guidance seeking....

maa outward going Life vital, is what i saw in him, right or wrong i do not know. the will behind and above also i do not know. But the synchronicity there, was not of a normal type. it seemed more like a vital formation of fear and misunderstanding and unnecessary complications .

maa hope you forgive my nindastuthi.Sadhana, work, mosquitoes, the physical difficulties, maa cant see them  as one maa. seek your help to see them as one..... or bid some of these difficulties.... good bye.

Maa and this nervous sensitivity to the opposite from time to time in the middle of these difficulties leads to an acute awareness of Dbl-Consciousness and then to insincerity and fall.