mentally i can handle people but inner vital detachment is not there or it is not strong enough or is not illumined enough or is not awakened yet, to take complete control of situations even before they happen or not let them [ the situations] play out the way they do [panicky, unstable, nervousness, fear] in people and in me......
but higher positive mind comes and intervenes, regulates........ and still in this imperfection that i'am in, i consider it necessary to tell people what they lack in themselves , so does that make me stupid especially if the people here are parents, what is the way to change their world and their nature, i can just not swallow the argument that earn handsome [ my parents are poor] and their world and nature will change. or do you mean to say you do your thing why tell parents about how they got to be.........
by my conduct i have shown how to be, i have a doubt if that is enough............... it is not enough , but neither is telling people after this conduct....... that is not enough either. So i got to stop this foolishness and leave this as well to the lord mate .
Mate Illumine people's mind with positivity and gladness and hope and joy and helpfulness.
And give me the detachment that i so badly need in the inner regions......
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