maa even as i move towards mastery over the self, mastery over the environs over the unviversal forces seems difficult and that is where i talk of these levels of difficulties that look interminable as they keep their relentless hold on Life through these petty tyrants.....Now this is a serious test of equality especially when one is in attachment and in a family set up like me..save me ......detach me ... from all this maa.... as the world 's got still a lot more work to move towards you which i was wrong, for a while, to believe it was doing well, all i see in the world around me is dullness fear chaos, confusion, resistances, mere material pursuits.. masquerading as leaders and mocking, jeering and ignoring other efforts..... and the positive experiences i have from time to time confronts these negatives and the mind is baffled.... it is as SA puts it a bitter contradiction that the mind feels and gives up the effort....
Is the world around me then a part of my Karma or is it just reflecting my own self , i refuse to believe it is the Latter, as you and i know very well we have been together in this process... for long..... might have not been absolutely sincere but honestly there hasn't been any that we haven't tried or stopped .......or v haven't quit yet......
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