Tuesday, October 5, 2010
illness
now how 'd you feel if what you've been workin on remains incomplete and in the meanwhile something comes along and shows you an opening something in a place full of prejudice selfishness and ego along with jealousy combined with total mediocrity of aims . and it does this showing me money as the bait. while the lord doesn't help with the smooth progress in learning with constant financial constraint and physical issues and whole lot of doubts and invisible things that gets thrown up from the environment. one is forced to choose the place of prejudice. i dont want money but i can very well be at peace without these baits thrown at me. fuck you lord.
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well it seems like i lost the whole point of the effort, that is my original source of aspiration, and that is to be with the lord , and this calls for detachment, and no criticism, no judgemnets should be my primary lookout in life.Being with the source all the time is the aim, and desire and mind play their mischeivous games, they are seeking to be mastered, and they shall be by grace.
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