mom keeps the dinner plate ready, there's an uneasy silence, mom thinking what might be his excuse for a rant this night, and this fucker is all ready to growl, and there goes the first sound of agitation the screeching of the chair, and now onto the other extreme that of crappy comedies and the sensational news, and how mom manged to say that i don't know but she actually asked him to reduce the volume, and this fellow says there are others [ implying the neighbors] who do more than this so he will kill loot rape if his neighbor does the same. and the focus seems on T.V .But the fucker has got the excuse for his ramblings " THE TV VOLUME " as he starts the issue i get a call and i guess be cos he eaves dropped on what am speaking to my friend the thing ends. so its calm for now. oh i missed the point of quarrel as i got a call again from my friend, but there is an ongoing quarrel now oh ok i get the point the issue is this, my mom actually waved her hands and this fucker has asked in a rude and drunken way WHAT???? Mom feels offended and attacked , it seems he has been affected by the earlier comment on tv volume so he picks up on that and says he mistook her shaking of the hands as a discontent gesture for tv volume again being over the top.
Ok now Mom has come over here escaping from the other room frustrated by this unfortunate turn of UNEXPECTED EVENTS.
Bloody loser and a discontent drunken beggar father and a Mother who struggles with him on a daily basis, totally incapable of and lacking in qualities and strength to handle this fuckin bastard.
And i have to put up with the same bunch of loser college friends who think they've won the world by earning 6 lacs per annum salry, judging me saying you have wasted your years and helping me with a job, strange irony , i forgot to tell about the fuckin neighbors who created needles hardship on us today,
but finally i respect all because i know from mom and aurobindo its all a sacrifice if the soul towards a better future, everyone fighting his battle with stupid resisting nature. i love mother and aurobindo.
i wish my mom a good nights sleep and bring the much needed peace in her heart. this i couldn't have done without the love of the D. i ACtually helped in easing the situation a bit. here. Valuable as i manage to restore my own imbalance that arose in the last few days. and i slowly limp back to my normal aspiring state. i call maa for protection, i need lots of it and i need a bit of clarity on few things now, which know will happen for sure and wait with certitude .
it is all calm now hopefully the himan mom and dad will hace a peaceful night, as i hope to find a more harmonious understanding and relationship with these friends i happened to meet up in life at a certain point in life in the past but have parted ways and gone a ceratin other way. lets see am hopefull i'll learn to identify these situations and deal with them.
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