what is all this maa.....

i saw the beast within outside.let me give you a description , one wretched, trashed, thrashed by two drunkards. kicked brutally, and stamped on the face repeatedly for some flimsy rebuke. Took the romance out of life. didn't matter that i was safe . But these ugly things.  Beastly, Hatred, lack of light, something maa, please maa,  am not blaming those three little wretcheds, even i have these and "remnants" of them in various forms continue till this day......,  but there's something, some kind of thing, some people, supporting these things indiscreetly, or indirectly or unconsciously. responsible for this. LIGHT MAA.LIGHT.........LIGHT MAA, LIGHT MAA,LIGHT MAA,LIGHT MAA..... i watched the horror helpless unable to understand, the meaning of it . Victimization, and you live with people who feel they are victims and despair over the world. And the fortunate unconscious others who bemoan them as beasts and evil and lunatics, and the conscious ones who goes into contemplation inside . Its all there. Only that in none of this does one see a solution or some kind of true sight .  It is Ugly, and inside one sees the same thing... suppose one watches a part weak incapable, slumbering then one gets upset that all plans are upset and that it is no use "you weak fellow",chastising the lord  and then the same "victim and the victimized" and fight or lack of peace with the centre. one has got to support the weak fellow it seems even when your own strength is not there up yet and not thrash or trample on him when he is already suffering, he is weak and suffers from incapacity . Lessons for the vital and the body today the physical consciousness, i mean.  And then the subconscious state became clear, of this father guy in life and some unpleasant memories kindled and the parallels to this incident made me question God and his injustice in my Life as well. So you see, victimized, here, Alas i got the message " Forgive to Forget" . Thanks Maa.. help me progress. Individual salvation is always there but maa, this particular thing is universal...... it will not go away without a strong action by you.