waste

maa am not yet fixed up on the big things in life meaning clarity is not there as to how one's current life with family fortunes will turn over into a full fledged pursuit. no clarity on that big question. i have muddled enough with the smaller details. no more of it . no point with muddling in the smaller details . you have as much responsibility to fix up the big things, as the responsibility you demand from me of ego and the need to go beyond all modes of ego.