Player?!?!!!!!!!!!

Maa you call me Player in the forces and invite me for the play in the world...... and then only to be ignored. Even putting them in Jail is better it seems ignoring is worse than that. i fail to understand my lack of impact anywhere. Dont fit in any where. dont belong nowhere. neither do i want to fit in or belong. Am getting into serious reluctance and udasinta. Not another call from my side, can you expect. You come in people dreams . you are like light and sound effects show . you appear in visions to them . where the fuck are you for me..... fuck you maa......