There is already a delight in life ........

And that's not sex............glimpses i see of it, but when is thy whole shower of love knowledge and light lord; o dispeller of ignorance please dissolve all confusions and make it a straight path to you. i say this amidst self contradicting duality but am starting to believe that we build our future with this second, this moment so it's a waste of time to worry about one's ridiculous difficulties in nature, the future is being built this second and Mom has the Plans laid out , everything will unravel in due course.