Blood.

[see gopi, you are yet to be free, but still there is this thing you know you have to do, it is not taking "the wrong forces" as your support, "the conditions and limits", being these....., first aware of the wrong impulses, or forces, movements and the hiding forces behind them mostly vile and hideous[in the name of dancing and liberating], saying yes to them and or giving a voice to them with the intent of expressing or bringing them even unconsciously to "the physical" as a means of support ends up in blood. i am guessing even in the mental and in the vital , it has had similiar kind of consequences although you didn't see blood exactly [and so didn't see the actual thing these things lead to- the physical misfortune] but i do understand them now, the movements maa, after having closely observed them for long,it was the same drifting, careless, without morals and "falsely free", while being bound to the flesh and other corresponding mental and vital mediums on the net. even in this preparatory and re conciliatory lifestyle, this is fraught with the risk of going away from mom. Be careful. Mom's there but your support is with Mom, despite a thousand difficulties in nature, if you have taken, even an unconscious support in other things it has ended up bad all times, this time in the physical, with this minor accident.Other times they must have had the consequences you didn't realize or understand. Mom's grace i invoke maa protection, please maa forgive the ignorance .............i understand this a little better and yes i shall try and see how to arrive free before you, so you can work more on me, oh lord.... seek your help in this direction Lord.....solve the problems, untie the knots.....i dont fear you lord........ i love you............