rhythm

"The life of the individual must have the same rhythm of significance, the same law of progression as the cosmic life; its place in that rhythm cannot be a stray purposeless intervention, it must be an abiding instrumentation of the cosmic purpose. - Sri Auro"

ofcourse bindo Boss says this in a

bigger concept while trying to

explain the rebirth of the individual

soul and its purpose here, which some

claim to be without purpose and

effect.

so will i be right in taking this as

an idea in life to lead life

according to the rhythms of the

cosmic life. and not this haste which

i subject myself to, out of fear or

some reason, from time to time.

But living that rhythm requires a different choice for Life. A different approach to Life that is radically distinct in its priorities than the one i lead now. But if such is the reality of my Life then why does the God grace me with this particular experience again and again knowing fully well this guy gopi is still leading a Life mixed up with his instincts for money success family etc. etc. etc. am  terribly dual In this life, seeing the inner highs and the all -too- frequent-known-lows.  Following traditional Kundalini type yoga i would have gone down by now. But this seems like something is slow, steady, persisting ever ready to seep in. totally unstoppable by anything but it takes its own time, and requires that its conditions be met in Life. This particular process going on has to see its fullfillment in this Life lORD AM I NOT RIGHT , IF SO HOW CAN I HELP ,,,,,,,maa save me from errors maa...........please maa share my burden, maa.......... the "haste movement" is something am unable to stop at this point, but i detected it this evening in my evening walk back home, once the haste was controlled "the things" got back to normal, but entering home pursuing this  so called effort for a job i got into that haste mode or some type of corrupt mode again, i dont know but it is the summation of this unconscious "attraction of struggle and suffering" making the cross as my goal when my intent is clearly to get outside this vicious cycle. maa i had alittle victory this evening before all these happened , when i colored a beautiful "TORCH" illuminating a little dark patch.[pastel].  And so it is like how auro says the darks are so huge a single flame is not enough for the nooks and corners, it gets lost this flame....... The joy of victory is sometimes less than the attraction of struggle and suffering, yet the bay, not the cross should be the goal of conquering the soul- SA .