D nizen

maa i dont possibly have the

experience of DNA changing or the

cosmic rays from sun doing things

with the body or my pineal gland

enlarging or other stuffs like the

5th dimension entry into it some kind

of vibratory difference in the

cosmos....

but the spirit and your presence is

enough maa, yes i know isaid like

what is the use of your presence, if

what you ask me to do is so damn

impossibly difficult to do in the

"current phase" of life, may be with

these phases and the workings the

life as they say will also change, of

course "only" with a little bit of

"your generous help" idont know....

but then i know i have some physical

experiences and you say to me wait and

see what happens where is the end?

there is no end to adventure even

inside a limited space, that's how i

relate this experience of sandhai

with the Koch's flake i read about.

so all these talks of vibration look

a little too premature to me. do they

or would they have gone thro'

experineces like these inside the

limted and finite, i mean do they

have the experince of the infinite in

the finite, if not how can they

predict these things accurately.

using the buffet like mind, it tells

me some elements of discontent

grumble emotions are mixed up in the

form of data beautifully with just

"some" spiritual glimpse one may have

got. which could not be the entire

truth that it will happen.

So i will wait for the truth to

present itself to me, learn to cling

to it like a magnet and also wait for

complete truth, before embarking on

this new age phenomenon,but surely i

see things cooking below and waiting

in line all the new age stuffs but i

think they will take time to

materialize.

 so am being a good player now and

look forward to playing the role of a

samsari in this world. But then who

am i to deny these, if it is

someone's genuine experience of some

advanced soul. Time will tell. maa ,

here is your "d"nizen at service for

how much ever longer a life you will

give me.

for now equality is the process,

practice and goal for the current

phase of life. the "d" nizen life

amongst the citizens. Its tough. BUt

it's what the lord wants me to

understand,if i want to do his work

in this world and i got to be fit

down to the physical if one wants to

withstand the impacts.

also a word about vocabulary, it

seems one of the purpose of language

was to point out the impostors

nuisances, dark forces in clear

specific precise ways, so they could

be worked on. i dont know lets see...