psychic-opening

Indicators of the unveiling of the psychic being.

so all i've had all these years has been the psychic opening. And the nature is in the process of being prepared for the psychic transformation.This will take time, so am wallowing in the mud living a life with the family, consistent and in line with this psychic opening i've had. i see....so that's what it is. god but things happen so slow. so full of interruptions, one has to persist.

so i have accessed their help both direct and from there in the mental plane. first you read a book and the thing you understand spontaneously and the other is when you dont understand a thing but things organise themselves in life through these complicated difficult process. i dare say anything direct i have experienced..... other than the touches in the heart[psychic] , even if there had been anything direct, it has been without clarity in the vital and the mental parts. Infact it's been quite a struggle in the vital and body. But reading about the guys who have had these premature kundalini awakening and the physical deterioration, i guess its better to fight and wallow in the mud.

But i have to thank the failures in the vital and in the body becos' they have prevented the movement in the wrong direction until one realize it's too late [like how this sandeep says].one knows every moment what is the wrong direction. so even if one takes wrong direction atleast one knows that it is the wrong direction better than not knowing and travelling.

 oNe takes a call and pursues this, after all what has one to lose other than one's ego, in this life.

But this little has been done in my case only at the riddance of  all economic social norms and status things.

So the question of psychic transformation is not "whether" it will happenn, it is when it will happen?

what after this psychic transformation i dont know but i guess it continues, the adventure...... aah my back pain...... ok see you. God mate it's good to know exactly where one stands so i thank for this temporary loss of health and faith. It lasts for usually a day or 2 until mom comes along and picks me up. i wish am clean without lust and anger and ......Its good to know where one stands.....thanks to this sandeep guy.....thanks mate lord.