why complain when I can ask thee.

Maa call for an appropriate outer life rhythm one that will be in sync and tune with the true inner life rhythm. And I want the freedom and power to lead that life.but.... maaa what happens if I had made some wrong decisions ignorant of this fact that the true inner life should set the rhythm of my outer life . But what if i move on leaving those wrong orientations and there are may be no right or wrong decisions.The right orientation is to live Life to find your grace everyday, no matter what the present outer rhythms are.  like how it was yesterday and today ..and then....at the temple premises also...  I mean could you ask those guys playing the koothu rhythms at the temple entry/exit point to stop abruptly.....not appropriate. But something ......like that percussionist meesaimurges V saw on TV,an appropriate outer expression coming from the fountains of the inner core. by your grace and will shall find this harmony ,balance and a certainity of progress  that one seeks in life, the last one so espescially as it is a certain mental personality I got naturally like that guy elliot. But let me not imagine or even plan anything this time because as said earlier, this time it is about finding your grace and will.if there's anything to be sacrificed to find your grace and establish your will in life ....this time let me do It right as an offering to the inner agni.becos from experience I understand that one loses nothing in this process except for the ego. The particular mental personality.. I got it seems from what I saw in that guy elliot.. is sure to move on as long as one loves what one does and one shares or gives that to others and then receives in a natural flow done in and with the spirit of things. s